Spellbound

That moment when you cannot sleep because all you do is think of that special someone who has you enchanted by their mere existence. But, they don't even know how much of an impact they make on your life. How excited you get when they like/comment on anything on your Facebook page. And the thought of talking to this person makes you giggle like a schoolgirl.

They call it a crush for a reason. 

For at a moments notice if this special person does not feel the same way towards you, you are literally crushed. 

Ouch! 

I'm so afraid that this is what will happen to me. 

Oh dear, you have no clue how spellbound I am by your mere presence in my company. 

I shouldn't be, but yet I am. 

It's such a scary feeling, having a crush. You never know how they will react.

If it's positive then you'll squeal with delight! 

At least that is what I do. 

If it's negative, then how do you pick up the pieces that were left? How do you move on? 

But then what happens next if it's positive? 

There are too many variables to consider.

Maybe it's because I'm such a hopeless romantic that I cannot help but sit and hope that you might possibly have the same feelings for me that I do for you.

And maybe I'm a bit of a realist and can see all the reasons why you wouldn't have the same feelings for me.

Either way, I'm up half the night thinking about all the "what if's".

What if

What if...

♥Jess♥