Happy Birthday Dear

Today is someones birthday...

This someone had once made me feel like they would never hurt me, do me harm.
I had put all my trust, faith and love into this person.

But they hurt me in ways that can never be repaired.
I'll never understand why they would go to the lengths they did to purposely hurt me, but I feel bad that they felt the need to.

I cannot fathom what I could have possibly done to hurt them to have deserved the treatment they gave me.

But I forgive them. 

I forgive them, but I'll never forget it. The friendship that we had will never be repaired, and after all they put me through, I don't want to be friends with them.

But I forgive them.

I forgive them because having hurt like that in my heart will only allow me to see pain and not enjoy the happiness that life has to offer. There is so much good in this world that I should not let one person's actions ruin my life.

Even though this person has done me wrong and hurt me, I will always wish the best for them.
I never want them to be hurt, or come to harms way.
I want them to be able to succeed in all their dreams, and live a beautiful life.

Ttoday is their birthday. A joyous day to celebrate!

Even though I won't be calling, texting them to wish them a happy birthday, I pray they have a beautiful day.
They still deserve to be able to enjoy this day.

I pray that they have a wonderful day to start off this new year of life for them. I pray that they feel loved by all of the people that surround them.

I truly wish that they have a very happy birthday.

So to you, if you ever get word of this, I hope that you see how I wish nothing but the best for you, and that this be a very special day for you. For you deserve nothing but the best that life has to offer.


♥Jess ♥