Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Jess like Yess is back!!!

So, I caved.
I went back to Facebook.
I'VE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER!!! 

Okay, that does sound wrong and weird but it is the truth. I've been miserable without it. I had anxiety without it!
That's bad. 

Does it make me a bad person that I caved back to the magical world of Facebook after just one week?
I'm not sure.
Does it mean that I'm a weak person because I caved?
Probably, but I know I am a strong person in other areas.
Does this mean that I will try to give it up again?
Maybe, in the future. But I think the time I spent away from it was just what I needed. 

I don't have time for drama, and I don't have time for petty bullshit. I need to work on being able to mend my self to make a whole again. And if this offends you #sorryimnotsorry .

On a side note....

If I hear one more person telling me that I will one day make a man very happy I will kick them in the shins.

Thats right, in the shins.

I shouldn't be what makes a man happy. He should already be happy, and complete. But when I meet him, my life would just enhance his.
Just like I want to make sure that I am whole before I add someone else to my world. No matter how you try, two broken people do not make a whole.
I've learned that the hard way.
It sucks.

But at the same time, I'm still hopeful.

After all, I am a hopeless romantic...


Jess 

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